I’m going through the situation that is same yours. I will be bi and hitched for three years to a lady. I respect and take care of my partner but i am not able to love her the real means i once liked a guy (before my wedding). Sometimes we really get frustrated for deceiving her and myself. Contributing to my misery this woman is extremely reserved and dull during sex additionally. We result from a national nation where loving a person is regarded as promiscuous and sinful I’m not referring to simply intercourse.